Sunday, May 3, 2009

frustration

Have you ever had someone who pursues you relentlessly?  No matter what you do, they have to be part of it? 

I feel almost violated.  I know that when I post things on my family blog that a lot of people can see it—I put it up so family could see what was going on—but does that mean I am accountable to them for anything I post. 

This has become so frustrating that I’m on the verge of tears.  I can’t post anything truthfully or fully because I don’t want to have to answer questions/comments  such as:

*why wasn’t I invited?

*I wish you’d told me you were going to go

and when I do things that these people don’t ‘approve’ of or are jealous that they didn’t go—they act so superior to me and talk down to me like I’m a 2 year old. 

*I wouldn’t want to be part of something like that anyways because I don’t want to lower my standards!

when I say “come with me next time, you’d enjoy it!!”

*oh, I already know what happens

sorry for the rant—its just been extremely frustrating.